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0442

2012-02-14T04:42:00.004+08:00

Here I am, lying on my bed, with the fan not being switched on. I just went to the doctor a few hours ago because I was running a temperature of 40.9. My highest yet. The feeling was awfully terrible. I've never felt so suck that I need to rush down to the clinic in the midnight. The doctor said it might be dengue fever, sigh. I just hope that I recover real quickly because I still need to study for UT 3! It's just around the corner and I haven't started on anything.

Anyways, year 1 of poly is gonna be over soon.. And I made plenty of new friends. There were some that were really nice to hang out with and some that really annoys me. Nevertheless, they've still played a part in my first year. I'm looking forward to the second year because I'm gonna get a year older and I'm gonna get new friendships! Alright, I've got to go rest now. Good night!

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2012-01-19T03:15:00.001+08:00

A new year!

A lot have happened since my last update, like Christmas, my 18th mark, new year, band concert, just to name a few. It's been an awesome time though!

I'm left with 13 days of school and I can't wait for my year 1 to officially end! I'm so anticipating the holidays right now. Been skipping a lot of lessons.. I feel guilty. But anyways, year 2 life is definitely gonna be awesome! And obviously, I'm gonna get new classmates again! Frankly speaking, I still prefer E25J to my current classmates. I just felt that I don't connect well to my current classmates and I'm not even close to the girls in my class.. Is it my problem? Owell. Whatever it is, it has still been a nice semester 2 for the first year of my poly life :)

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Shall update again soon, with photos maybe. I'm too tired to type right now. Good night! X

Recap

2011-12-09T02:08:00.003+08:00

2:08AM

It's a school night but I'm still sitting in front of my darling laptop but it's alright, not like this is the first time anyway. Still remember when I couldn't get to sleep the night before the first day of my semester two of school, not because I was too excited, but because my body clock was so screwed, I can only sleep when the Sun comes out does it duty. And that was, 9 weeks ago. I'm entering the tenth week of semester two of poly life. Owell, time do flies fast when you're occupied with things.

Recently I've got so busy that I can't even get a day off to sleep without the need to do any reflective journals and waking up in the late noon. I've also missed a month++ of diving training, which I am feeling quite guilty for. SHL Club meeting just always choose to fall on the days that I have training and of course, I put SHL Club as my first priority instead of Dive since we don't really dive for our training but run and swim instead.

So anyways, I was looking back at my older posts and I really missed secondary school. I found out that I'm always complaining about d&t in the past without realizing it... People must have got bored of me repeating it over and over again. But still, it makes up parts and parcel of my life teehee. Also, being a typical secondary school student, I was hoping to get out of school quickly and head on to a new environment, which if I can ever choose again, I would rather stay in secondary school for all my life. Okay, maybe not all my life but a little bit longer than just a mere five years. I really miss my friends and wished I did more crazy stuffs in school rather than just being a student that goes to school to sleep.

I've never got detention or punished by the discipline master ever in my entire life... Maybe just skipping a few times of not reporting and getting called back, and laughing right in the discipline master's face for no apparent reason. Ah, times like these are missed.

It's a pity that the rule book in life states that time never goes back but only forward and you're expected to cherish every single moment you have had with anyone and anything. Most people just tend to forget this and take too much things for granted, only to regret later in life, which is what I am doing right now.

I read a post on how much I wanted to move on to college, to a whole new environment because I was sick of what I had at that point of time - which again, goes back to the point that I had just mentioned, taking things for granted. So obviously, telling from where I am studying at now, tells you that my wish was granted.

Going up to a higher level of education in a school that has ten over thousands of people shows you a better view and variety of people that you'll meet in life at a later point of time. It really scares me to see how fast a person can change and how they can pretend to be the all goody-goody type of person to you when they are just devils in disguise. Soon, you'll see their sharp pointy horns popping out from their heads and that's when you know, you have not seen the world, yet.

Moreover, I'm in a school that changes your classes every semester, which means I'll see more different kinds of weird and at the same time, interesting people that I don't usually see around. So far, in my second semester, the people aren't so bad, except for a few that doesn't really seem to get how annoying they are. However, I just can't seem to mix around with the girls. I don't know if it's me that can't get well with them, or is it them that doesn't really like to be with me. That's a minus point for this class... I'm always hanging around with the guys, not that I really mind that much, but it's always better when you have a close girlfriend in class.

I wished I could get closer with them, but it seems so hard when all of them are always talking about their love life... Which really bores me and I'm getting a little annoyed by how much they are talking about it in Twitter. Okay, I think I shall not continue further because who knows, someone from my class might just be reading this. I shouldn't be complaining about my classmates, I should be thankful instead and learn to appreciate them!

I've just spent an hour typing this blog post, which is pretty long and you don't usually get to see me typing such a long wordy post unless I get the 'feel' to. I might write another one soon, since the year is coming to an end and that's when I usually reflect on myself and start writing again.

Time for bed. X

0256

2011-11-25T02:56:00.001+08:00

I'm both physically and mentally tired.

Adaptations...

Xmas and 18th

2011-11-24T01:26:00.002+08:00

Still can't believe that x'mas is just a month away and this means that I'm hitting my eighteenth year soon. This year has gone by way too fast. So is this how poly life is going to be like for the next 2 years? Everything is moving at such fast-paced, I can't remember how my month of June is like and I feel like I'm still in August.

Every day I wake up feeling like shit and come home still feeling like shit.

Sigh.

2347 hours

2011-11-14T23:47:00.001+08:00

Sixth week of school.

So, the new semester ain't that bad. I expected something even worst than this, but I am glad I've got a few really hilarious classmates that never fails to brighten up the day. However, it's a pity that there ain't much girls for me to go with in my class, therefore I'll have to stick with the guys. And of course, like usual, I've seen some of my classmates' true colours which really turns me off...

Nevertheless, all these people are still the ones that always make my day a little better when I have boring lessons.

I still miss E25J though, and my dear girlfriends + guy friends.

0557

2011-09-28T05:57:00.002+08:00

Semester 2 is starting soon, which means another 15 weeks of lesson.
New classmates, new faces, new experiences.
Reflective journals, understanding tests, GPA.

I really wished I passed Math for my O levels. I might be able to be in Nautical Studies, doing something that I really like. I'm not saying that Outdoor and Adventure learning is not fun but, you know, it's always better that you're doing something that you like compared to something that is just average? Gahh, pardon me for being like this. I can't get to sleep, that's why I'm thinking so much right now. Just wished something good happen for once, something really good...

My life is empty.

0620

2011-09-24T06:20:00.002+08:00

My GPA is shit. I didn't even set a targeted GPA for the first semester like everyone else did. I feel like like shit, but I should have seen this coming. Owell.

I wanna go back to secondary school and wear that maroon skirt :(

Wasted

2011-09-18T03:11:00.002+08:00

I don't know why but I've never liked drinking liquor much. I've always hated the feeling that I'll get when I swallow it down my throat and the burning sensation in my stomach. But well, I guess that I've gotten used to the taste that I actually liked drinking now. It's a bad sign though (oh no). Last night was the worst night ever that I've got so wasted. Never in my life have I puked so much, unable to walk straight and acted so crazy.

I actually drank the liquor down like it was coke(although half of it was). Initially, I drank it sip by sip and somehow we ended up drinking shots by shots. In the past, I can't even finish one whole cup in one shot and I actually did so much last night. Oh yeah, I even drank beer, which I hate the most... Have always hated beer since young because of my Dad, he drinks them every night that I got extremely sick of the smell.

Now I can't help but to keep thinking back of my actions last night and how I talked to some of them. Girls should always behave and not puke around man... But it was fun doing all those. I love seeing people getting drunk and doing all those crazy stunts, makes my day. Maybe I shall try getting totally knocked out without remembering any details at all. That makes it interesting when I hear stories of what I was doing then. Hmm.

What's your secret?: Change is the only constant in life

2011-09-18T02:58:00.001+08:00

We’re all afraid of change and we all try to keep certain things that we feel that’s worth keeping but in the end there’s nothing that’s permanent and everything happens for a reason. I believe everything works out for the best. As painful it might be for that temporary moment in time, we grow from it and we learn how to face it the next time around. I’ve always been the kind of person that saw relationships as a joke and when I saw people cry and get dramatic about little arguments that they have I thought, that’s so pointless get over it. Then I realized that when you get attached to someone it’s hard to be rational and think clearly, it’s hard to control your emotions and move on from something that seems so significant. Maybe I’m just ranting about something unnecessary but this is how I feel at this very moment.

- Blogsecret, tumblr

xo.

0415

2011-09-14T04:15:00.002+08:00

Still friggin' jobless.
Missed out on dive chalet just because I was plain lazy to head over to the east side.
Sleeping at 5AM everyday and waking up with half the day gone.
Haven't been putting in effort to practice Math sum.
Hates the fact that I'll have to go through semester 2 of year 1 poly life with another bunch of people.
Been having so much crazy thoughts these few days.
Always procrastinating on going for a jog around the neighbourhood.
Damn broke.
Always home watching movies on Funshion.
Missin' band practices.

My life is so full of black and white. In need of colours colours colours.

xo

0333

2011-09-09T03:33:00.002+08:00

3 weeks of holidays left and I'm still jobless!

But anyways, my life was filled with colours during my class chalet!
Glad that I have met all of 'em and spent half a semester together.
I guess this marks the end of our time altogether but it was a pretty awesome start for my poly life :)

xo

Sarawak w/ RP part II

2011-09-04T04:35:00.001+08:00

Sorry, for the extremely late delay of part two! Was really lazy to upload all of the photos, so anyways, this is part II!

DAY 3!!
It was time to leave Kumpung Peros and move on to Kumpung Pueh.

My siblings all so kute :(

The only photo of me carrying my 12 kilograms bagpack!

And... We've reached our second home!
We had like 17 or 18 people living this house! So packkkked

Getting ready for trekking...

Not much photos were taken when we were trekking because all of us were moving at quite a fast pace that we hardly had time to slow down for a breather :(
So this was after the trek!

Da Cavehunters!!

Day 4!!
Time for survival challenge at the beach!

We started our own fire without using a lighter, did a "shelter", cooked our own food using bamboo and ate our food using leaves as our plate! Got drenched in the rain and the sun came out soon after! Got tanned too!!

Cavehunters with our succesful fire!!

The view at the beach was sooo amazing! You can never see that in Singapore!
Our second night at kumpung pueh!
We had barbeque at the chief's(I think) place!

Day 5!!
Time to depart the scary Kumpung Pueh and move on to our backpackers lodge!! Excited :)

Reached our backpackers lodge!! It is a very pretty place! Really don't feel like leaving there :(
Our bunk!! Girls + boys in the same room hahaha

The toilet was amazing clean and dry! We can even wear our socks in without getting wet.

Getting ready for our tour around Sarawak city!

We bought some kueh lapis and headed back to the lodge to rest for a whil before heading out again!

Hehe I bought a lot of souvenirs BUT I haven't gave them to my friends -_-

We headed out again for dinz!!
TYPICAL TOURISTS

We walked around after dinner for some last minute shopping!! The shops there close really early!!

Back to the lodge!! I wasn't sleeping here... Was just too bored staying in our bunks...

So some of us went up to the rooftop to play pool and foosball! It's a really nice place to chill :)

Foosball is sooooo fun!!

But the rooftop closes at 1am... So we all showered and went back to our bunks again...

Then headed to the "lobby" to chill with the other sarawak mates!

It's a pretty place isn't it?! I swear anyone would totally love that place!

3am.. And we decided to sleep because we're leaving for the airport at 7am :(

Day 6..
Time to head home :(

Breakfast at the rooftop! The atmosphere feels so different when it's in the day!

At the airport!! Cavehunters' photo!!

Boarding the plane :( leaving Sarawak...

Window seat again!!

Reached SG :(

So this sums up my Sarawak trip.
It was really an awesome trip! Really love that place and spent an amazing time with my DOAL mates :)
xoxo

0459

2011-09-03T04:59:00.003+08:00

I've wasted a week of my holiday doing nothing. I so gotta need to get a job real badly. Life like this is meaningless. I need to put more colours into my life.

But anyways, class chalet is next week and I can't wait for it. There's dive chalet too, but I'm not sure if I wanna go for it, yet. Oh well, gotta make up my mine soon. Alrighty, time for bed!

Xxxxoooo

So much so

2011-09-01T23:48:00.003+08:00

As promised, I will do a decent update this time round and hopefully, I won't end this post abruptly.

I'm done with all my major tests just a week ago but no, I don't feel relieved or like a ton of weight just got lifted off my shoulders something like that kind of stuff. Because to be honest, I can't feel the exams-are-here-so-I-need-to-mug-the-shit-out-me feeling. It may sound all good that I don't feel stress etcetera but well, the thing is, if I don't feel stress over something, I won't feel the importance of it at all and therefore, I won't put my 100% into doing it. I really hate it when I don't feel the importance of something that is really important.. Suckstobeme :(

On a brighter note, I should glad that I'm over and done with for my semester one of poly life. Am very much thankful that I've had a bunch of lovely people in my class and this includes all the weirdos and bootlickers too because without 'em, there wouldn't be so much laughter going around every day to make me look forward to school every time. They've definitely ended my semester with an awesome full stop. I'll dearly miss all of these lovely people and my super cute little 'family'! Sem one wouldn't have ended so sweetly without 'em.

Moving on, now that I'm having my long holidays, you might wanna guess what I'm doing to spend this time away. Work? Not, yet. I'm friggin' broke and jobless for this holiday. I need a job, very badly. I've been staying home watching Pretty Little Liars (definitely worth the watch) for every single day. It's killing me to stay home. I'm bored. I need some fun and colours!

xxxooooxoxooxoxo
Ivy

0130

2011-08-20T01:30:00.002+08:00

I'll update this space after I'm done with all my tests.

Pinky promise.

Why do you always have a way to make me feel different towards you?

2011-07-28T01:46:00.001+08:00

0146

0237

2011-07-21T02:37:00.003+08:00

Someone that was once important to me liked using the quote, "Just have a little faith". So here I am, being influenced by that someone, want to tell everyone that is having a hard time out there to just have a little faith and hang on. Things will definitely get better someday, or soon. Giving up is not an option, so don't ever think of doing that. Hang on and carpe diem!

Separation

2011-07-14T18:59:00.002+08:00

4 more weeks.

A new beginning. Again.

I'll miss this bunch of awesome people :C

04:50

2011-07-04T04:49:00.002+08:00

I always think too much and end up confusing myself... I could have gone up and asked you, but on second thoughts, I'd rather not. I don't want to get the same reply again.

On a side note, I'm doomed for my UT 2.
And I can't bring myself to study anymore.

God please let me pass through this hurdle.

X

Sarawak w/ RP

2011-06-26T16:03:00.015+08:00

For those that do not know, I spent 6 days of my holidays in June at Sarawak with my dear 24 DOAL and 3 DSES friends!

I was not anticipating for this trip initially because of the long duration and heavy backpack that I've got.. However, it was an awesome 6 days well spent trip and I am really glad that I went for it! Some drama happened on the first day for me and I have to run to my boarding gate with my heavy backpack in order not to miss my flight -_-"

So anyway, photos from day 1 and 2!

Day 2
We did abseiling 60m down from a cave! It was SO trilling!! The view when you're abseiling up there was spectacularrrr. We also went cave hunting and did rock climbing. It's not manmade rockclimbing fyi.

We learnt about the Sarawak's culture on the second night and ate bamboo rice that they specially made for us :)
I look damn shagged here hahaha but anyway this is my foster adik! She's very cute and she loves to stick with meeee
This was my roommate for our 1st and 2nd night in the kampung!
I'll upload more on the 3rd and 4th day the next time!
XX

25 June

2011-06-25T03:58:00.003+08:00

Met up with Y and H at Yew Tee MacDonald's after school on Friday!

I miss ma friends :c

XXX

0223

2011-06-24T02:23:00.002+08:00

THE ANNOYING FACE

June is coming to an end soon, and so is semester one of my school. Sigh, I'll miss my classmates. Hate separations..

Random, but I missed wearing the uniform.

WHERE R U, UNITIANS?

0252

2011-06-23T02:52:00.001+08:00

I can't upload photos through my phoneee.. Owells, too bad so sad.

I'm going to bed now, school later on :c
X

Different year, same month

2011-06-22T20:31:00.002+08:00

Last year of this month, I was still enjoying my time away.

Wished I did better, wished I put in more effort, wished I could slap myself awake.

/Back to do my RJ.

Say yellowwww

2011-06-19T08:32:00.005+08:00

Hi bitches, I'm back. Not quite sure if anyone still checks this little space here but owells, I don't blame y'all for leaving here since I've stopped updating here a few months back. So to sum up my previous month, which was May, I didn't do much out of the ordinary stuffs since I'm caught up with school. Been spending very little time with my friends because of that too, kind of guilty but hey, I'll always feel the same way for them no matter how far the distance is! The same goes for Sinlu, heh. Hope she's doing well in Canada now! Oh yeah, to add on, I finally went back to volunteering again for marathons and this time it's for Sundown 2011! Missed my chance last year because of 'O' levels so I took part in it this year. And I have never felt so tired and shagged. To conclude the event, it was the most tiring volunteer experience ever.

So it's the month of June now and I hope everything goes well enough for me. Hopefully I can put my heart into studying too. Just got my first UT grade and it was a friggin' C+ when I scored 13/20 for it. Am so devastated :( And its 4 months away from my 'O' level Math paper... I have not even started studying for it and I feel damn shitty for not doing so. Sigh, someone kind enough to push me going every day? Lacking some motivation here. On another note, I kind of got influenced again on my decision in staying in RP, or not. SIGHZ

0249

2011-06-17T02:47:00.003+08:00

02:49AM
Lying on ma bed with so much thoughts running in my head. My heart feels heavy when it comes to the night. That unknown feeling of pain is coming back to haunt me :(

How r u

2011-06-15T03:36:00.001+08:00

3:37AM
So how's life for everybody? I promise I'll come back to this space more often! Heheh bye! XX

April May

2011-05-15T03:57:00.008+08:00

Life has been treating me awfully great, I can't ask for more than this. I've met great and awesome people in my new school and they've all been so nice to me, I am thankful. And also not forgetting my friends that I've spent my last 5 years with, I still miss all of you.

It's been a month since school has started, I'd say that it isn't easy for me to drag myself out of bed after such a long break. Now, I come home everyday with anticipation to see my comfy bed and I can't help but yearn for more sleeping hours. There are so many times I don't feel like leaving my comfort zone and head to school but for the sake of my group mates and class mates, I managed to go to school everyday and also without being late.

Anyways, let's not get too wordy and I shall introduce to you my new friends :)

My awesome group of friends that I've spent 3 great days with!

Favourite girls in class ♥

Some of the other girls in my class! We love to camwhore in school everyday and there's a reason why I love my class so much! Our photos are all damn cute, right :)

Some of my other cute classmates!

Adventure Learning!

DON'T CHA THINK MA LIFE IS AWESOME?

I'M LOVIN' IT.

Luv Ivy XXX

Me?

2011-04-06T02:10:00.003+08:00

MISSING ME? :)

SCHOOL IS STARTING SOON. EXCITED? HELL YEAH :)

How do I put my feelings, into words?

Well

2011-03-29T17:56:00.002+08:00

I'm back again! But no photos this time. Been feeling extremely lazy for these few weeks...

Anyways, I dropped by here just to say hi and I haven't forgot that I still got a blog. That's all I have to say for now. My brain is not working well anymore.

Love X

Bits and pieces

2011-03-07T02:06:00.007+08:00

My life isn't very happening for the past few months... Therefore I only have a few photos to share with you guys!

This was last year! Sinlu came back to visit us before she's leaving for Canada to further her studies

DRUNKARDS LOL

I actually have more photos to upload here but they are all in facebook and I can't copy them... Don't like the new facebook way of viewing photos >:@

Went to MBS some where in December! I've got something on the next day so I didn't stay overnight~

Then, Christmas was around the corner! So my cliques and I had a Christmas exchange!

We went to the car park to open our presents because the police forbid us to gather at the playground. But the police found us at the car park in the end! LOL

I spent my Christmas in Penang attending my cousin's wedding and I'm not sharing the photos because my hair was extremely ugly!! After we came back, I went back to Unity and joined them for the concert with the Malaysian band. I also celebrated my birthday with the usual ones! But this year I celebrated with Jerome! Our birthday falls on the same day~

I know my hair is ugly, and that's the reason why I don't wanna upload my Penang photos!

I didn't take much photos during the concert, so yeh, there's nothing for me to upload! Anyways, I'm too tired to upload more photos. Next time!!

PS: This post is just bits and pieces of what I have in my album and I didn't organise my photos properly, so they are not in order!!!

Luv :) XX

Long time no see

2011-02-18T05:44:00.002+08:00

Hi!!!!!!

It's been some time, isn't it ^^ anyways, I forgot that I had a blog!

OK, bye!

Certain

2011-01-14T01:55:00.002+08:00

Sometimes I'm happy, sometimes I'm not.

And this week, I am sad. Still am. However, there are some little things that makes me happy too.

Anyhow, this is my first post in 2011, I shouldn't sound so sad.

And... I've got nothing to post about.

It's a new year, and I decided not to have any new year resolutions because I will never accomplish them.

I sound emotional, don't I?

Sigh.

Oh, I suddenly though of something.

I really hate it when someone asks me or talk to me about my cyber world stuffs.

Eg. I blog/tweet about something, and someone comes up to me and ask me, who/what are you referring to, etc.

It gives me this feeling that you're stalking my life 24/7 or something similar.

If you want to read my stuffs, go ahead.

But please do not ask me about them, I really dislike that.

I won't really care if you are my friend or not, I just dislike that.

I know I sound ridiculous, but I just can't help it.

Sigh, I need a more private place.

I have a wordpress account! And I have it since 2007 keke...

Try to stalk me :)

I wish.... X

2010

2010-12-31T03:00:00.002+08:00

My busy December is finally coming to an end soon.

And on a happier note, 2010 is ending while 2011 is arriving! Are you guys anticipating your new year? I am! Because I'll be going to a new school, a new environment!

On another hand, I'll miss my Secondary school mates, and also my band mates :(

This year, I've made new friends, gained new experiences, did volunteer work, got closer with my cliques, lost some friends, wished I could ask some people to fuck off, met S, had a concert, drank, cut my hair, loved my baby brother even more, had lived my seventeen year, cried because of friendships, laughed until my stomach hurts, took many photos, sat for my major examinations, got stressed up, pressurized, had hamsters grandchildren, revamped my room and sooo much more!

Also, last year, I made a new year resolution and that is, to reduce sleeping so much. Which, obviously, failed big time. So this year, my new year resolution will be the same! I really hope that one year, I'll succeed! Haha ok, I've damn bloody lots of photo that are not uploaded! I'll upload them next year, ok!!!

Catch me in 2011 :) X

The week

2010-12-22T02:23:00.003+08:00

I'm really sorry for the lack of updates! My week is kind of packed at the moment, so I won't be blogging anytime this week. Maybe, next year?

So this is how my week was spent and will be spend:
19th, Sunday - Aunt house for dinner and spent the night outside with friends till daybreak.
20th, Monday - Marina Bay Sands, swimming at SkyPark, dinner at bt.
21st, Tuesday - Band practice, Jp to shop for Christmas exchange gift.
22nd, Wednesday - Job briefing, Jp for lunch, exchanging gifts in the night with friends!
23rd, Thursday - Workkkkk :(
24th to 28th, Friday to Tuesday - Penang.

Tell me, where and how do I find time!! :(

Also, I've got tons of photos in my camera that are not uploaded yet! Sighz.

Xoxo

600th

2010-12-19T02:33:00.001+08:00

600th post! I'll be blogging much lesser than before!

Meanwhile, ask me anything!

http://www.formspring.me/paperfilms

Won't be long

2010-12-12T20:03:00.002+08:00

Hiiiiiiiii. I'm blogging with my iPad now keke. Anyways, I said that I'll be blogging soon, right?? Well, here's the sad part... I kinda mishandled my time and I couldn't find the find to blog at all. Not only that I can't blog anytime soon, you guys might also have to wait till prolly, this weekend? It's going to be a busy week for me... Hehe, so you guys will have to wait longer~

Kk, byeeeeeeee!! X

Just soon

2010-12-08T02:14:00.003+08:00

I know I haven't been blogging, please bear with me hehehe.

I'll be blogging soon with photos!! :) :) :)

Anyway,

Just. Bloody. Ask!

http://www.formspring.me/paperfilms

Absence

2010-11-30T00:16:00.016+08:00

Just by uploading the photos, it took me an hour TT

So here's a short summary of the trip! Sadly, we didn't managed to take any group photo shots... The first time we wanted to do so was at the theme park, but the fog was extremely heavy, you can't see anything that's like 50m away from you at all.

Then the second time we wanted was during our lunch time on the way back, but we spent too much time eating that we have to board the coach already. The third time we remembered about the group photo was when we were at Bugis LOL -_-

Kk, this was the first morning:

Cabbed to Bugis with Char, Jiali and yx! And I only had an hour of sleep before I woke up again, TT

The guys were all wearing long pants because they were scared of the cold weather~ Mei you yong de nan ren!

We reached genting!!

Then we went for archery after our lunch...

You see that retarded stunt-man behind me? He haven't grow up yet!

Second day!!!

I hate this...

Halfway through while we were playing, it started to rain... It was veryyyy coldddddd but alex, tim, ryan, don, junyu and junjing still went ahead with the flume rides. The rest of us waited for 'em outside the queue because we didn't want to get wet + it was cold! So, we took some vids and photos... (but i didn't upload the vid)

The rain then finally stopped so we went for flying coaster and headed for cyclone, but while we were queuing, they told us that the ride will be cancelled because of the heavy fog. Wasted our time!!!

We then tried to queue for spaceshot since it was still operating. But lady luck don't seem to be on our side that day... When it was our turn to go for it, it started to drizzle and there were lightning activities so it got cancelled too -.-

We gave up queuing for anything else and headed to mushroom farm for dinner.

After a bloated meal, we went back to our hotels and washed up, then prepared and went to queue for bumper cars!!! But as I said, lady luck was somewhere else... We queued halfway and they said that it was closed already TT

In the end, we had our own activities in the night. It was so boring...

Melvin, jerome, sean, gq, yx and I wanted to get some alcohol but we walked from first world>genting>highlands>genting>first world>resort>genting>first world and went into all the convenience stores and we still couldn't find what we wanted. We gave up, and went back to our hotels :(

However, the bored yx and I called over to gq's room and talk tons of rubbish over the phone. We also communicated thru' the windows at 2am+ hehehahahoho. Fyi, our rooms are like super far apart! Their room is at 770 while ours is 788. The rest of our friends are at 786 playing poker~

After all the bullshits and crap, it was 4am and I was velly tired and went to bed first. Mel and jerome also slept. So gq and sean came over to yx and my room to accompany yx becuz' she's not sleeping for the night.

I woke up at 7+ to find gq and sean sleeping away~ At 8, yx and I went to ring at everybody's room to only find out that they were not planning to go for breakfast and changed the meeting time to 9plus!!! So much for sacrificing my sleeping time. Moreover, yx and I had already packed everything and was prepared to go anytime!! :(

But I still went back to sleep and woke up at 9 hahahahahaha.

Right now, I miss this place :(

Not because of the weather but because of my friends! Without them, this trip would not have been filled with all sorts of rubbish but yet funny moments. I still can remember going up the spaceshot with melvin and yx and screaming while on the way down, going into the haunted house and saw how ryan went to bang the wall because he was scared, communicating by windows in the middle of the night, making prank calls on the first day that tricked gq, doing all sorts of stunts while waiting for the 6 guys to be back from their flume rides, sleeping on the coach like jj etc...

People: Alex, Ryan, Tim, Don, Junyu, Junjing, Gq, Melvin, Sean, Jerome, Sergio, Charlotte, Jiali, Yx.

Will miss this trip!
Why do happy times always pass so fast!!!

Sigh, anyways, this is one of the longest post that I've done in a long long time!

More photos will be on Facebook, but I haven't uploaded them because it's going to take a long time since all the photo sizes are damn big.

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I came across this on tumblr and thought that it was hilarious, and true. So I decided to share it on blogger! Do you feel this way when you wake up for school, too? Hahahaha. And this made me miss school :(

Enjoy your week ahead! X

PS Formspring me!

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PPS I made like a million of grammar mistakes in this post so please close one eye on 'em! :P

Early morning

2010-11-23T05:20:00.003+08:00

I'm having my breakfast while typing this post! I'm leaving my house soon and will miss everybody hahaha. I know I sounded like this is my first time going overseas -.- but it's not ok!! Haha this is my first time traveling overseas with Mai friends ^^ omg I don't think im awake yet. This is damn crap, my vocabs suck ad everything so I better stop now ok bye miss you!!!!

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Up and away

2010-11-23T01:58:00.002+08:00

Hi!!!! Initially, I wanted to do a decent post before Tuesday arrive but I couldn't find the time since I was busy preparing for some stuffs. So anyway, I'm going to be away till Thursday for a little getaway with my friends! This means that my blog will be dead :(

Hehe, but I'll be back with photos!

Kk, I need to get some sleep because it's 2am right now, and I need to get up at 4am++ :( i'm lackofsleepgurl93.

Oh yeah!!!! I almost forgot. Since I'm going to be away, spam my formspring, kkk??? It's http://www.formspring.me/paperfilms

I'll be waiting for questions!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! X

Furry Day

2010-11-20T02:25:00.004+08:00

I'm trying to keep this space a little more updated but I have no idea what to share with you guys!!!

Okay... How about pet shelters? Because I went to volunteer at a pet shelter earlier in September heh heh, and I've made a new friend there! His name is Oscar and he really loves me :) :) :)

When I was leaving, he kept following me, he's velly cute! There was also Queenie, Teeny and Yanyan. They're of the same breed, I think?? Sorry, I don't know much about dogs.

I'm going back to find Oscar someday!!! I just hope that he'll remember me :( Kk, that's all I've got to say hwa hwa bye bye.

Belated birthday

2010-11-16T01:08:00.003+08:00

A month late, hope that you've been surprised though!

My Saturday:

Lot1 to meet up with the usuals>rc>waitwaitwait>surprise>cut cake, eat cake>l4d2>supper>some shelter>chit chat talk cock laughters>711>shelter>time flies and it's 6am, so took bus back w sean bs yx>home sweet home.

Awesome people:

Giraffe gq, ahgirl melvin, little indian nesh, tissue yx, chocolate char, oily chicken eugene, tall freak vis, ah bui jh, mushroom head jerome, bingsusu.

We had an awesome time laughing while reminiscing our cute pasts ♥

We'll do this often in the future, okiex?

End of school

2010-11-13T01:33:00.003+08:00

O levels is over! I don't feel the after-O-mood though. Anyhow, now that O levels is over, I'll try my best to blog more and also, get my readers back! Nobody's reading my blog anymore... It feels so empty.

I think...

I miss school already.

On 4th January 2011, I won't be preparing to go to school, I won't be listening to the principal's speech, I won't be seeing new faces, I won't be sitting in class and chatting away with my classmates, I won't get to eat the cafeteria's food, I won't be able to see the cute auntie that always refill our toilet rolls, I won't be able to wear the school uniform, I won't be wearing school shoes, I won't be able to sleep in lessons, I won't be able to go to band as and when as I like, I won't be able to listen to my D&T teacher's interesting facts. There's so much I won't be able to do... :(

Soon, I'll be entering into college(obviously not junior colleges), then I'll meet new faces, have new friendships, have new problems, have projects etc. It's another kind of life already. I'll miss my teenage times :(

Jeez, this post sounds like I'm depressed or something?! Alright, whatever it is, I've had my turn in secondary school, we should really hold on to many things while we still can when we're young!

Okiez, I shall stop my extremely random + depressed post. And I need a job. X

BIA

2010-11-10T21:15:00.001+08:00

I'm coming back in action, soon.
By the way, formspring's back.

Speech

2010-11-10T20:38:00.003+08:00

"When I was 17, I read a quote that went something like: "If you live each day as if it was your last, someday you'll most certainly be right." It made an impression on me, and since then, for the past 33 years, I have looked in the mirror every morning and asked myself: "If today were the last day of my life, would I want to do what I am about to do today?" And whenever the answer has been "No" for too many days in a row, I know I need to change something.

Remembering that I'll be dead soon is the most important tool I've ever encountered to help me make the big choices in life. Because almost everything - all external expectations, all pride, all fear of embarrassment or failure - these things just fall away in the face of death, leaving only what is truly important. Remembering that you are going to die is the best way I know to avoid the trap of thinking you have something to lose. You are already naked. There is no reason not to follow your heart.

Your time is limited, so don't waste it living someone else life. Don't be trapped by dogma - which is living with the results of other people's thinking. Don't let the noise of others' opinions drown out your own inner voice. And most important, have the courage to follow your heart and intuition. They somehow already know what you truly want to become. Everything else is secondary.

No one wants to die. Even people who want to go to heaven don't want to die to get there. And yet death is the destination we all share. No one has ever escaped it. And that is as it should be, because death is very likely the single best invention of life. It is life's change agent. It clears out the old to make way for the new. right now the new is you, but someday not too long from now, you will gradually become old and be cleared away. Sorry to be dramatic, but it's quite true.

... And now, as you graduate to begin anew, I wish that for you.

Stay Hungry. Stay Foolish."

-- Steve Jobs

Olvls

2010-10-29T23:29:00.000+08:00

Hi, I'm in the midst of my O levels.

I have nothing to say.

5NA

2010-10-09T03:42:00.002+08:00

Unitians! (Primary & Secondary school mates)

There were more, but they were all around the school!
This is called friendship.

♥

Bye

2010-09-21T00:17:00.002+08:00

Hi and bye, see you in 2 months' time.

Got to leave the cyber world, including Facebook(I'll try my best)!

And anyhow, I removed my formspring because nobody is asking me anything, I'm a sadgal93. OK, whatever. See ya! X

Nooo..

2010-09-10T02:05:00.002+08:00

45 days.

Oh my God.

Am I blind or am I seeing things? I'm only left with 45 days.

I need more time, and practice.

How do I juggle everything?

How do I stop myself from sleeping?

If you believe

2010-08-27T23:00:00.001+08:00

Think when you were still a kid,

think when you were a kid, everything is possible.

Your put the blanket over your back,

then you became a superman.

You take your mom's broom and ride on it,

then you became a wicth.

You climb up the tree, not knowing that you might fell,

you simply made it.

You just had an idea and made it happened,

because you believe.

You were then, creative with strong belief.

As you became adult, things seem to be a little different.

When you failed in your exam,

you think "I can never make it".

When you have a brillant marriage proposal,

then you think "maybe it's not the right time".

When you want to start a business,

you think "maybe it's not as easy".

When you are already in the business,

you heard someone says do not take risk.

Then, when you have a brillant idea that,

can create more jobs for poorer nations,

can provide a better living for more people,

can make our nation proud,

can help the growth of our nation,

and can create a better world.

And you said "I am not sure..."

You are still creative but with more doubt.

Then years later, you heard someone had the same idea as yours.

What makes him different from you?

His action.

He puts his idea into reality.

He's the Most Compromising Creative Young Entrepreneur of the year.

His action won him this recognition.

Then you started to think,

how I wished I had taken action years ago...

Think when you were a kid,

if that idea came by when you were still a kid,

could you have taken action?

When back then, you strongly believe...

It is never too late...

You just need to have an idea and make it happen.

You still can, if you believe.

Creativity starts from a belief.

Photos!!

2010-08-15T00:51:00.009+08:00

(edit)
I just realised my huge chunk of paragraph below somehow disappeared!! But anyways, to cut it short, I had a gr8 time with my clique for the past few events like playing Left 4 Dead for long hours killing each other haha. However, all good things comes to an end and it's time I should start working harder T.T
(/edited)

A little peek of my mundane life -

GQ & Eugene's birthday celebration

National Day @ Marina Barrage

Jump shots!!

Then Lyo and Merly came to our school a few days ago... I didn't get to take any photos with them!

I'll be back! X

ANYTHING.

2010-08-05T22:27:00.000+08:00

Just trying outtttt!

http://www.formspring.me/Paperfilms

:)

2010-08-01T23:09:00.000+08:00

Sunway Lagoon before 31May

2010-07-29T01:19:00.006+08:00

5 minutes

2010-07-29T00:45:00.006+08:00

Back for a little while! How r everybody? If anyone were to ask about mine, this will be my answer for you, "Everyday I do now is eat, sleep and study. Both D&T and O levels is currently stressing me out that my dark eye rings are even darker, this kind of sucked."

Seriously, I've never felt so stressful before - not even for N levels. I was enjoying my life a yr ago when I was taking N levels... Why must O levels be so different?! Preliminaries have started for a few days and I'm affirmative that I'll fail my Math and Sciences.

I hate myself for not being able to solve those questions. Some of 'em were really easy, but I just couldn't remember the answers. I feel like shit. I love studying, I find Math and Chemistry a whole lot of fun but, I. Just. Can't. Bloody. Solve. Them. This feeling sucked, like 100 times more painful than scraping your knees and elbows.

Still, I got to overcome all of these hurdles by myself.

A few snapshots over the months:

Now, let me get rid of my hiccup before I get back to work. X

(Note: Sunway Lagoon's trip photos on next post!)

Bowling!

2010-06-24T02:20:00.000+08:00

TURKEY!
Call me prokidz :)

Best

2010-06-19T03:15:00.001+08:00

Why are you such a darling?

Take a step back

2010-06-19T03:07:00.002+08:00

I'm taking away all the trust.
From every single one of you. Every.
I will.

Short post

2010-06-11T01:04:00.002+08:00

Hi all,

I've been spending my second week of holiday doing my Design & Technology artifact and I'm only 50% done with it! So much of cutting and pasting, it's driving me crazy. My product this yr is so boring and lame, the marker would be laughing at my product for sure :( Moreover, it's so bulky and heavy that I don't think anyone would want this product to be in their house!

I'm going to try to finish it up asap and proceed on with my journal! I see a layer of dust on it already. The last week of holiday shall be spent on re-sitting for my Mid-Year papers and maybe going back for band! I wonder how are they doing in Malaysia right now... I want to be in the fun too :(

Ivy X

Trying!!!!

2010-06-08T22:06:00.004+08:00

As much as I want to flood this space with my daily happenings, I can't. Well because, like what I said in the previous post, my life is extremely mundane that you wouldn't wanna hear about it. Besides, my English is so horrible that I can't type proper paragraphs and use the correct vocabulary. That's how sad my life is.

Fortunately, there are still some good things in my life that has helped to keep me going and making my day better. One of the reasons is definitely my 2 yr old brother! His cuteness never fails to brighten my day, he's a happy pill. With him around, you'll never feel sad. Trust me!!
Anyways, I went back for band practice today after a million years to see my juniors but it ended up that only 1 went for the practice today!!! But it's alright because I get to play with the band once again though all of the songs that they are playing now are slow songs. On this coming Thursday, they will be leaving for Malaysia for a 3D2N trip. Sounds exciting but sadly, the seniors can't go because the principal doesn't allow. I just hope that we'll get to go to Thailand at the end of the year! I want to see my Thai friends again before I leave this school. Have fun in Malaysia USB!

More updates for this holiday! X

Fill

2010-06-07T00:59:00.003+08:00

So this space have been really empty for the past few months, I'm sorry for the lack of updates! You see, my life is really prosaic that it's not worth to blog because I'm extremely sure that it will bore all of you. Anyhow, I know that my readers have dropped tremendously in these few months but I don't really care.

I know that the contents of my blog are really boring and lousy + there are no interesting photos and I left my blog vacant for such a long period of time. I haven't been managing my time well enough to get into blogger and update. Ok shit, I don't know what I'm trying to type out right now. All these doesn't make sense, does it? I don't think so.

Ok, bye X

Words

2010-06-05T01:00:00.004+08:00

enjoy.happy.d&t.Olevel.deprived.messy.unorganized.
hongki.read.text.volunteer.work.sleep.shop.missing.thought.
depressed.faith.laugh.tired.of.all.these.shits.holiday.sing.time.

Sorry for not blogging anymore, I'll try to update this space as soon as possible.
XO

Rmb.

2010-06-04T02:16:00.001+08:00

There is beauty in endings,
even if we don’t want to admit
it at the time. Remember,
we are always in awe of the
beauty of a sunset, as it takes
away the light of the day we knew.
We know the sun will rise again,
we know the stars will guide us
through the darkness of the night.
Life isn’t much different than the
scenes it plays before our eyes.
Things will get brighter again.

Fuckyeahhappy

:>

2010-05-22T01:20:00.002+08:00

Hi, I've just had an unbelievable short chat with George Sampson earlier on for the very first time in 2 years and the feeling was awesome.

♥

2010-05-18T22:15:00.002+08:00

This is my boyfriend, Hongki ♥

2 years

2010-04-25T23:43:00.003+08:00

Happy birthday Baby Daryl! It's been 2 years since you're with us and you bring us joy every single day ♥ But I will really be extremely happy if you can quickly start talking and stop blabbering all those nonsense words which nobody can understand!

Anyhow, you're always so adorable I still cannot believe that you are my brother ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ jiejie luv you hehe. Faster grow up, learn your abcs and read this post that is dedicated to you when you were 2! Hope that you've enjoyed your happy 2 years party that was held a day earlier with all the pretty babes and hunks! ♥, X

No more

2010-04-20T19:57:00.002+08:00

This is my very naughty soon-to-be-2-years-old brother! He loves playing with mahjong tiles and he will never get bored of them...

Mid yr is ending very soon!! No more dpa for me, X

:(

2010-04-18T14:47:00.004+08:00

Seriously, I don't know how people managed to get themselves so motivated or rather, how they managed to push themselves to memorize all the stuff that they had learnt into their head.

This is not going well.
And yeah shut up, you don't even know what is it like.

123456789

2010-04-11T20:01:00.001+08:00

Hi mid year examination starts tomorrow so bye!

<:

2010-04-05T23:59:00.001+08:00

Hello I am online almost everyday but I cannot find the time to get myself into blogger I don't know why!! I think my blog will die very soon hehe because my sixth sense tells me that I won't be coming into blogger as often as I did 2, 3 years ago.

Today is monday and I am very worn out!!! I stayed up till 4 last night just to do dnt my god I finally caught up with my classmates for the first time I am very glad. However, all my drawings are on pieces of paper instead on my design journal so my dnt teacher told me that he will give me discount for my marks :( die also must do well for midyr dnt theory paper!

Anyhow I went to gain some cip hours again last saturday at velocity muahahaha. I think im addicted to doing those voluntary work now! There's a marathon this sunday at sentosa, should I go?! And im attending vertical marathon on the 24th may which is bloody hell so close to chinese O!!! 6th may got a marathon at F1 pit building hahahha but I'm not sure if I'm going. But sadly i missed the osim event AHH and ocbc cycle!!!

Ok, this post is so lame bb X

30: People changes. So don't ever expect them to be the same old person you once knew 10 years ago.

2010-03-30T21:19:00.001+08:00

Yaaaa

2010-03-26T00:39:00.003+08:00

I've not been doing my homework for the past few weeks thus I have like what, a million homework to complete now?

I tried to sleep early, stay awake during lessons and aep, doing my homework for this week. So far, the staying awake part is doing well, but not for the doing homework part! And, I though sleeping early could make me wake up earlier but whenever I slept early the night before, I will wake up 5 minutes late the next morning. Y'know that time is very crucial in the morning, very single second is important.

My god it's only 2 months away from Chinese Os ah
Happy birthday Sinlu!!! Haven't talk to you in ages. Don't know if you'll see this :(

This is life, you were born to live life to the fullest and then, die.
XO

Tumblr

2010-03-23T19:32:00.004+08:00

“Along the way, I’ve learned that you can’t let anyone in too far and you can’t trust endlessly. The biggest mistake you can make is to care or love someone more than yourself, because then you are just setting yourself up for disappointment. Boundaries are necessary so that you can protect yourself, because once you’re broken, you’ll never be fully fixed.”

“So that’s the best advice that I could give: is just to keep moving forward and don’t give a shit what anybody thinks, you know. Just keep moving forward and do what you have to do for you.”
— (via eletheowl)

NOTHING LASTS FOREVER , SO LIVE IT UP, DRINK IT DOWN, LAUGH IT OFF, AVOID THE BULLSHITS, TAKE CHANCES, NEVER HAVE REGRETS BECAUSE AT ONE POINT EVERYTHING YOU DID WAS EXACTLY WHAT YOU WANTED TO DO.

—	(via fuckyeahhappy)

More @ paperfilms.tumblr

New!

2010-03-22T22:57:00.010+08:00

New term, new week and new day!

Gonna do a short quick post, have to try to complete my D&T research. And I've yet to eat my dinner, it's 11PM now my god.

So for the past 2 weekends during the holiday I've been doing voluntary work over at the East side. The first event was the North East Run 2010, and the second event was Aviva Ironman 70.3 Triathlon 2010.

It was a really fab experience! Especially the Ironman event. The participants are mostly from other countries, like Australia, Japan, Hong Kong and United Kingdom(!!!) etc. I cannot imagine myself swimming for 1.9 km followed by cycling for 90.1 km and then run for 20.1 km within 4 hours which the first participant did it and he is from Australia. Very impressive. Really. Ironman!

North East Run

Aviva Ironman

HAHA NOBEL!!!

HI!!

This was how my weekend was spent!

Much luv! X

Happy birthday

2010-03-19T23:59:00.002+08:00

Ktv today to celebrate Junhong's birthday one day in advance! We surprised him with a cake which I don't really think that he will expect that. He was so touched that he cried, poor kid. Y's card made him more touched! Aftermath, we went to play pool. Exactly the same thing we did last year after dinner! So anyway, keep smiling okay, kiddo. See you very soon! (Hopefully you'll see this) Happy 17th birthday.

Photos are all with Jasmine, will upload them once I got it. A pretty delightful day today :)

If you can see this, you are a stalker!!!!
I was looking back at my older posts and I realized my English is getting from bad to worse. I cannot imagine myself writing with this kind of English in O Levels, I'd rather kill myself now. Really. Got. To. Improve.

But... How?

Alright, got to get some sleep. Iron man 70.3 miles triathlon on Sunday. Have to reach the event venue at 11pm, Saturday night. Stay over, just like North East Run 2010 last week... Tiring weekends for this holiday.

Big love,
I x

Tell me?

2010-03-18T23:06:00.003+08:00

I won't be seeing this bunch of people that often anymore!
:c

Leave

2010-03-12T00:19:00.002+08:00

How would you feel if you had to leave something that you are deeply attached and devoted to?

Congratulations to the new head committee members :)